Curses and spells don`t last forever…

Now she`s sleeping, long lost in her tiredness…her nonsense dreams…rising her hand across the beat to make sure i`m still here, beside her. Many times I look at her, I watch her doin` usual things, but my mind flies into her deepness, thinking: She`s so pure…in her gestures, in her way of talking, thinking, touching. I can really describe her as pure. I often feel like she`s been mine forever, like i`m the only person she ever loved, kiss or made love with… One day I know that my soul and heart will be hers, because curses and spells don`t last forever… I may be broken in a way…I might be unconfident…I sometimes get lost in the past with is haunting me, but she was, and is, my guardian angel, and tooked care of me and my broken heard, made sure that it is back in one piece again, ready to take it all for her…And i`ll give it, because she deserves better then anyone i`ve ever met till now, and ever loved…
I surprise myself thinking: “is this real?”, I mean, really, a person could be like that ? with me ? But, yes, yes she is…and If i`m mistaking, i`m risking it all…
And i`m sorry to bust in like this… writing my way into this, but sometimes I can express my thoughts like this…being uncomfortable to just directly say it like the rest of thoughts which I let go when I hold you, kiss you, make love to you, or simply look at you in different moments… I often wonder: “It is all happening to fast? Is It dangerous?” But I smile, like i`m doing now, when bothered of the sound of the keybord, she gently touched my hand, asking with her sleepy body language what am I doing…how long she`s been asleep…but I,kissing her hand, said “it`s ok now…i`m here, i`m ok..i`ll wake you soon, and .. I love you!”
Yours, V.

As putea sa definesc sentimentul prin care trec printr un cuvant foarte simplu si la indemana oricui: stabilitate.aruncand repede o privire in dexul online pentu o si mai mare siguranta il gasesc sub definitia : STABILITÁTE s.f. Însușirea de a fi stabil, solid, trainic; soliditate, statornicie; fermitate. ♦ Durabilitate, trăinicie. ♦ Faptul de a-și păstra locul, de a nu fi mișcat din loc; fixitate. ♦ Spec. (Fiz.) Proprietate a unui corp de a-și menține poziția sau de a reveni în poziția inițială. ♦ Situație sigură, fermă. – Din fr. stabilité, lat. stabilitas, -atis. ... citind o pana la capat... m a facut sa ma intreb daca stabilitatea devine obisnuita.analizand unele aspecte din viata mea,am putut raspunde simplu:nu. ajungand la un echilibru in minte,m am gandit care ar putea fi sansele sa simti ca esti 100% stabil.si inevitabil,totul a devenit o balanta...un balansoar.insa n am putut lasa lucrurile asa.trebuia sa i gasesc si balantei o stabilitate.m am jucat in mintea mea ca si un copil incantat ca se poate bucura de o zi insorita in parc,profitand de faptul ca si balansoarul era liber si avea partener pentru distractie. eu si mintea mea.indiferent sau nu de rapunsul pe care l am gasit,mi am dat seama ca ideea principala e una foarte simpla..daca era o zi urata afara,copilul nu mai ajungea in parc,unde gasindu si un partener de joaca,a reusit sa gaseasca echilibru in balansoarul care le a oferit bucuria ca au putut sa realizeze acest lucru...

Ca si aceasta joaca copilareasca,as putea sa definesc si fericirea in viata.cand consideri ca ai gasit partenerul potrivit...cauta sa gasesti echilibru in relatie.gasind acest echilibru vei realiza ca poti avea,ceea ce numesc majoritatea..relatia pe care o asteptau de atata timp..insa nimic nu se opreste intr un sigur lucru...copilul se va plictisi de balansoar si va cauta alte locuri de distractie alaturi de partenerul compatibil de joaca..